NEW AREAS (TO ME) IN BEAUTIFUL OREGON

 9-28-22

I am orchestrating this day for you, walk in it and be blessed.  I have you and you are mine.  I want you to get organized, plan your extended stay at the RV park, begin packing for the retreat, call Myrna regarding Judy.

I spent 2+ hours on the phone with HP Insta Ink to get the printer to work.  It finally did and I printed out the amends letter for Joan and we are going to meet tomorrow morning around 10AM to go to the bank etc.

Judy called and we talked awhile.  She called a friend of hers that lives in Banks and they said I could stay in their driveway on my week out.  I booked TT here at Sun River RV park extending my stay until Oct. 11 and then Oct. 18-Nov 11.

9-28-22

My Child, I love you immensely and am continuing to care for you, as you can see.  I appreciate your arranging for this amends day.  I have you.  You are my Joy and I desire that you clear your conduit fully so I can work freely through you.  You are truly remarkable and you represent me well.  I have your planning for the retreat and your trip to Portland with Brenda.  March to my orders.  I have today with Joan and Bill, watch and see.  I am preparing you for my journey.  Don’t assume anything, I have your whole future and you.  You are the willing and I have you.  Your confidence in me is paramount.  Be clear and clean for me.  Don’t take on Joan and Bill, I will take care of them.  I have greater plans for you and you are fit for them.  March to my orders and my beat.  Always be in my will.  Don’t let your emotions take over your willingness toward me. 

I prepared the RV for travel and went to Joan & Bill’s.  They knew that I was planning to give my amends letter to Joan.  I got there later than expected and met them for lunch at their place which was good.  I had another vege-burger, with unsalted French fries, salad and fruit.  Joan and I took the van to the bank for Bill and brought it back to him and then we left for a park.  

It looked like a peaceful place and when we arrived, the parking was on the street.  We drove a little ways and we saw an empty spot behind a small RV, and we went a little further and I decided to back up to go in the spot that was empty.  It wasn’t empty, we heard a small crashing sound and realized there was a small black car in the former empty spot that I didn’t see.  I drove a little further to a spot I could pull in and went back to see the damage.  First I looked at the van and the back corner of the passenger side bumper was dented.  I then went back to see the black car.  I forgot to take my camera and as I saw where I had hit the car, it looked like scratches only but then I wiped them with my face mask and most of them came off.  No dents and only a few places where the paint didn’t come off.  I started back to get my camera and I met Julie, a Jewish descendant of Arran, who loved Jesus and read the Bible.  I asked her if she witnessed it and she said yes and that it didn’t seem like it was bad.  I asked her to take a picture of the car damage for me, and send it to me.  She did, and we connected, I gave her my card and she was very encouraging.  She gave me some paper and a pen to leave a note for the black car and I put it on their windshield.  It had my name and phone number and a note saying “I’m sorry, I hit your car, and Julie put her name and number as a witness.  Julie and I hugged and she was from Joshua Tree, California, traveled in her RV a lot, but not full-time.

We decided to go back to show Bill the damage.  We sat in the parking lot and while we were waiting for Bill to come down, I gave Joan a copy, and I read the letter of amends, cried and she finished reading the letter outloud.  We discussed some differences and I believe, made some progress in our relationship.  She felt judged by me and she was right, I apologized.  She shared how she felt and I shared how I felt and we connected on several counts.  It was good.  When we finished, Bill still hadn’t come down so I left the car running with the air conditioning on and I went to see about Bill.  He was still up in their apartment and said nothing he could do about it, so why come down.  Meanwhile, Joan came on up.  Later, after I had returned to the RV park, she called and said I had taken the keys.  I didn’t have them because I left them in the car with her.  She was stressed because she couldn’t find them.

I dumped the tanks and hooked up and talked to Brenda.  I had planned to wash clothes but I wasn’t feeling it and I believe that I will either have enough time on Friday before we leave for retreat or not do it until we get back.  Brenda and I talked, she said her husband wanted to meet us in Hillsboro, and he will let us know where he is and we will meet him for lunch and then pick up the book and do whatever else.

9-29-22

My Child, I love you and I have you. You want to know what happened yesterday and my perspective.  I appreciate the way you handled yourself and the things that transpired.  You identified the cause, as the adversary trying to distract you from sharing the amends letter, and you did it anyway.  YOU COMMUNICATED YOUR HEART AND I HAVE IT FROM HERE.  Rest in me.  I have this, focus on what you are to do today.

I have Brenda, she is mine, stay on my path.  I got you, you are mine.  Walk it out.  You are fully submitted to me and I love you for that.  It is easy for me when you operate in my will.  We can do much together.

Brenda and I left about 9AM in her car and took her dog Daisy to meet her husband in Hillsborough where I am going to pick up the book from the author, Darrel Gulstrum.  We had a beautiful ride through the mountains, and over one of the “Three Sisters Mountains that was in the background of my Zip line video.  Fir trees and intermittent small bushes that have begun to turn colors, were amazing.  It is soo good to be back in the trees again.  I didn’t realize how much I missed the trees.  We traveled about 3 and a half hours on windy “back” roads along a river.  We saw where a fire had damages some of the forest and was bouncing back after 5 years.   

We met her husband Gary that drove down from Tacoma, Washington, about 2 hours to meet us.  Daisy, (the dog) is so trained as a service dog, she never barks and is so good.  She remembered Gary and was happy to see him, it seems like a good move for everyone.  We ate lunch together with Gary at Elmer’s Restaurant, it was very good food and I had a veggie burger. And coleslaw.  We were less than 2 miles from Darrel’s and went to pick up the book. Which was the history of the small town we lived in when I was born.  I bought, and received the last copy he had after printing 100 copies.  He also did the research of the cemetery at Norway, Oregon, where 3200 people and most of my family are buried.  He said he would send it to me on PDF as an email.  He also gave me some marigold seeds that he harvested from a beautiful bush of them in his yard. 

We came right back, making one stop in the town of Sisters, where we saw deer grazing near the shopping center.  We arrived back at the RV park at about 8:30PM.  It was a wonderful drive, Brenda and I shared a lot, and finding out the we have a lot in common and our Birthdays are only 4 days apart.  She went on the same zip line and she keeps talking to others about how “amazing“ it was that I did it at 80.

Bill had left me a message and I called him back.  He said that their van ran idling in the parking spot for 2 and a half hours, and that was where the keys were.  He also told me if the damage of the accident was over $2,500, I would have to file an accident report with DMV.  I still haven’t heard from the people whose car I hit.

9-30-22

My dear Child, I love you so and am so pleased with your witness of me and how you are sharing my wisdom with Brenda and others.  I am free to work through you, and that will be very productive, and amazing to others.  I am so pleased with Brenda and her willingness to grow and develop in me.  She is willing, so willing.  I can do much through her.  Her heart is pure and her desires are toward me. 

LaVonne and I talked and she shared the clarification Father has given her for Safe Refuge Church and she will present it on Oct 9^th when they have the Lord’s supper.  It was a next step in the vision and we are on one accord.

My Child, I have you and I am orchestrating everything in the background.  Do not contact DMV.  I will provide your mail delivery issue, be patient.  No need to deal with anything else before you leave for retreat accept for the laundry.  I have you.  Enjoy the rest of the day.  Yes,take the computer.

I went to do the laundry and the Laundry mechanic was there, his name was Joe, he knew Jesus and was real pleasant.  We talked about Father God and our relationship.  I had 2 loads and he let me do all my laundry free.  Praise you Father!  We hugged and I gave him my information and we will keep in touch.

 As soon as I got back into the RV, Brenda was ready to go.  We left and it was about an hour and a half to the sight.  The last 12 miles was gravel and very dusty, but beautiful high desert and a little warmer than Bend.  I took some pictures.  We checked in and went to the first session after going to our room with 4 bunk beds.  Brenda and I were in the same room.  Along with 5 other ladies, then one had to leave and left 6 of us in the room.