OUT OF FATHER GOD;S WILL, EVEN A LITTLE, IS A LOT!

 

7-16-22 Saturday

I discovered that my Shaklee products will be delivered on Monday.

Good Afternoon my Child.  I have you and am pleased with you and how you love, honor and obey me.  Your lack of internet, while it is bothersome to you, you are not stressed and are still wondering if you should check out Verizon internet. It is OK for you to know but not to change.  When you get free, call Metro again.  Since you are waiting for Shawuntiel to take you to the store, now is not the time.

I appreciate your connection with Shawuntiel and much will be accomplished in it.  Follow my lead, do not get ahead of me. 

She came to pick me up in her van and we decided to go to a Mexican restaurant first then go to Aldi’s.  We stopped and had a wonderful lunch and all three of us ate for under $25 and also brought some home in a box.  On the wall in the restaurant was the scripture.  “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me”.  Another unique thing was, they had two give-away piles of small phone books with yellow pages and everything for the City we were in.  It has been years since I have seen a phone book, almost as long as a pay phone.

After lunch, we went to Aldi’s so I could get groceries,  It has been awhile.  I like Aldi’s because they have uncured sausages, organic with sea salt and only 70 Calories each and they are already cooked and as big as a halfsmoke.  I can put them in the freezer and eat them while I travel.  Also their prices have not gone up as much as the other stores and they have good quality food.  We finished shopping and Gabriel wanted to go to Ross’s which was near by and we did, but she didn’t find anything.  Shawuntiel was getting tired so I had some Shaklee energizing tea but we forgot to get water at Aldi’s, they had a large bottle that would be enough for all of us, so she got that at Ross’s and we came on out with  just that.  As soon as she drank the tea, she perked up and we came on back.  It was over 20 miles and I offered to give her gas but she said she had 3/4 of a tank and she could wait until later.

When we got back to the RV park, I cooked one of the $3.09 frozen cheeze pizza’s I got at Aldi’s and they stayed and helped me get on the free wifi that they had at the park and I am parked close enough to the Lodge, so I could get it.  Woohoo!!!

Gabriel left and Shawuntiel and I had a good fellowship, getting to know each other better.  We are so on the same page.  She loves Father God and talks and hears from Him and obeys too.

I had a good sleep.

7-17-22

I woke up just in time to get my daughter’s “Safe Refuge in Christ Church” Prayer service.  It was very good.  She shared regarding the depth of Father God’s love.  It was great to have internet!!!!

I then watched the “From The Heart Church Ministries” You Tube streaming Live broadcast.  (Fthcm.org) It was especially good because it was the last day of the General Conference (held every 4 years with all of the FTHCM Churches over the World).  Then we all had communion together.  The message was “Let’s Go”, do what God has called us to do.

Later on, my Sister in Oregon called and gave me some updates on her life and I began to see why I was slowed down on my journey.  It is always good to trust Father God.

My Child, I have everything about you and I appreciate your trusting me enough to obey me.  You know that I know things ahead and that you don’t see, so you are willing to be surprised and trust me with most everything.  That makes things a lot easier for me too.  I love you and I have so much for you. 

I went to the pool, I met 3 possible Leaders in Love, Alisha, Paula and Kevin, and gave them my card.  I also saw Shawuntiel and Gabriel at the Lodge. 

7-18-22

The prayer call was loud and clear and Sandy was on and she said they are leaving tomorrow for Las Vegas, it will take the 4 days and they are coming to Dallas on Wednesday.  She said she also booked a hotel room on Friday, by faith at the Shaklee Convention, I said I may stay with her, we will check out Father’s will. I have LaVonne’s ticket that she can use.

MY Child, I have you and am orchestrating everything in your life.  Wait and see.

I just got a call from TT in Colonial Beach and I canceled the reservation I had from Aug 15 for 3 weeks.

Yes, my Child, you may book the conference time in KC at the RV park.

Booked Aug 3-8 at an RV park in Independence, Mo, for $42.60 per night.

Texted to Sandy regarding it.

LaVonne called we got caught up, all was well.

Was at the pool by myself,= and I saw a deer.

Kirt called with a praise report concerning his Dad.  It was great news.

7-19-22

Good Morning my Love.  I have you fully and you well know.  I have your prayer call and in abundance.  My will, will be done.  The seeds you planted are sprouting and will come into fruition.  Not in your time, but in mine. 

Shawuntiel took me up to get my Shaklee order,  I met Reggie who had lost his wife 7 months ago , I gave him my card and ask him if he knew Jesus.  He said yes and I encouraged him to trust Him. 

Shawuntiel then took me to the laundry which was in the Lodge.  It was only  $1.50 in quarters for each washer and dryer.  I was waiting for my clothes t wash and a lady came in and heard me sing to Gail "Happy Birthday Child of God" and she said it reminded her that she needed to leave cards with her Church information on the tables and she gave one to me.  If I can get a ride, I may go on Wed night for Bible Study.  Then I went to the pool while the clothes were drying, then Shawuntiel brought my clothes  back to the RV, and I walked because I was wet.

I called Sandy, we talked about cost and options for Convention.  

I was getting vey caught up in the Conventin plans and decisions without input from Father God, and had not actually listened to Him much lately.  Then He said:

7-20-22 4:30am

Good Morning my Child, my Love and my joy.  Have you lost sight of who you are to me?  That you are my chosen?  That you are my Child?  Where is your peace?  Where is your joy?  Isn’t it in me?  Your comfort? Isn’t it in me?

Father forgive me for getting out of line with your will.  For getting ahead of you, getting distracted and off the focus of you and your will.  Bring me back to you and your righteousness.  Show me your path, help me walk in it, stay in it, never leave it.  Show me, me and why I would do such a thing.  I have disrespected you, not honored you as my King, my source, my love, my joy, my all in all.  My Father, you are IT FOR ME, MY ALL IN ALL.  Thank you for never leaving me or forsaking me, for your faithfulness to me.  Help me to be faithful to you in everything.  EVERYTHING!  I am your Child, fully and completely.  Your will be done in my life, don’t let me get in your way, to cause you to have to do a work-a-round because I am getting in your way.  Thank you My Father for forgiving me, I am your Child. Fully restored.  Your will, be done in my life, fully!

Father God spoke:

My Child, my choice, you are fully forgiven and I have you, fully.  Now we can move on, in your restored state.  You are now, once again, in place and fully restored.  I can work with you, watch and see.  It is not my desire that you stay with Sandy in the room in the Hotel.  It is too encumbering, you got ahead of me.  Walk with me.  I will provide transportation for you.  Wait and see. 

I have some things for you where you are, stay until I release you.  Do not get ahead of me.  This is your day of rest.  Rest in me.  Abide in me.  I desire your presence with me.  I desire your fellowship.  Do you desire me?  I desire that you desire me.  Do not even have your prayer call today.  I will orchestrate it; you rest in me.  Seek me first, I have you.  Just me today, you are mine, I love you so much.

Now return to bed, to sleep.  I love you.  You are mine.

I awoke at 10:30AM and did not do the prayer call as He said.

I awoke this time with the Love of Father God on my mind.  What is that kind of love? Can we as humans have it?  Even get close? What does it take?  Why is it important?  The Bible has several references to love and the greatest commandment of all is that we love Father God with all our heart, soul, mind and strength.  Do we do that?  Then the next is to love others, as ourselves.  First of all, do we love ourselves?  I believe we must first know and receive the love of Father God, knowing His love for us, before we even know how to love ourselves.  Why does He love us so?  We are His creation, He made us like Him so he could fellowship with us, on one accord, in unity like he did with Adam and Eve in the garden, in the cool of the day before they messed up, and chose to listen to another.

 Are we choosing another?  Who are we listening too?  Do we know the love of Father God?  Are we fellowshipping with him as He desires?  In order to come into the Almighty Father God’s presence, we must accept the ultimate sacrifice of His Son Jesus, the only door to right relationship with Him.  Then He receives us back as His Child, with all the rights and privileges of King’s children. Do we even know what they are?  Do we operate in them?

I missed the glorious fellowship with My Father God for 77 years of my life.  I accepted Jesus and was Baptized when I was 12-year-old and became “Holier-than-thou”.  In College, I became an Agnostic (A Non believer) for about 20 years and then I came back into belief again, I did not know about the Holy Spirit until I received Him in 1983 and Father and I began to talk.  Even though He spoke to me, and I wrote down everything He said, it was not until I was 77 years old that I “fell in love” with My Father God. He became the loving Father that He is, and always was, to me.  I now know love, His love for me, it is unconditional!  God is love.

That is why a Holy Father God can love His Children who disrespect their creator, sin, choose to follow another, lie against Him, believe another way, ry dto do stuff our own way, do not accept His Son and the way.  He is patient, kind, he does not envy, does not boast, is not proud, is not rude, is not self-seeking, not easily angered, keeps no record of wrongs, does not delight in evil, but rejoices in truth.  He bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things and endures all things.  How do we measure up?  Are we even trying to love others?  Do we only want others to love us, but are not willing to love them with Agape, the God kind of love? 

I am realizing that this journey is much more than traveling.